What an impact a true Christian can be.
Vodpod videos no longer available. “How much do you have to hate sombody to NOT proselytize?”
December 20, 2008
July 16, 2008
I recently noticed that the popular NBC TV show, Heroes, is boasting a new series with the promo “In every hero there could be a villain”. It seems to be centered around the idea that the heroes are also the villains at different times throughout the drama. I think I can relate. But I would argue that in every hero there IS a villain.
I have been a believer in Jesus Christ since I was five years of age. I was dramatically converted from a life of thumb-sucking and temper tantrums, I like to say. In reality, I know I was “born from above,” as John chapter 3 puts it, because of the warfare that has raged in my soul ever since, among other reasons. Recently, I have felt frustrated with some of the ways that I have been tempted and, at times, given in to my old nature, the sinful power in me, the “villain” that opposes everything I want to be for God. I’ve been asking myself alot of questions. Questions like:
Where does my desire to tear down another person in order to build myself up come from?
Why do I worry about the future when I am promised my needs will be cared for forever?
What keeps me from sharing God’s truth to my aquaintances every chance I get?
Why do I care so much about my own comfort?
Why do I fear for my own loss when everything that really matters I already have, and that which I have I can never lose?
Why do I lose my joy? How can I fix my eyes on any earthly situation for more than a moment when I could be gazing (spiritually) into the eyes of my Redeemer?
How can I neglect to truly pray when I know that all that I could ever want is found in the whisper of His name?
Why do I choose to feed my physical thirst and neglect feeding my spiritual thirst when my appetite for the former is never quenched, but the latter springs up unto life eternal?
How is it that I can sin and not shed a single tear when Jesus Christ wept over my sin in the Garden the night before it cost Him His life?
Why do I no longer tremble when I think of how close I came to spending all of forever in eternal damnation and punishment?
How can I forget so easily the agony of that night in the garden or in Pilate’s palace? How is it that Golgotha slips so quickly from my mind?
Why does my anger rise up within me when I am ridiculed – do I not deserve every word against me and more?
How can I choose the evening sitcom over bedside prayers with my children?
How can I allow images of women other than my wife to linger in my mind?
What causes me to desire to deceive or withhold information in order to be praised by my peers or obtain a larger paycheck?
Why do I choose to stay in bed some mornings when I could be exploring the riches of the Holy Scriptures?
Why do I quickly question and want to rebel in my heart against any and all authority set over me regardless of who it is?
How do I fall in love so quickly with anything and everything that tickles my fancy when it displaces my first love for my Savior?
Why do I fail to be content when I already have everything that is good for me?
These are just a few of the questions that lately have plagued my mind. I want to do what is right. I want to be holy. I get so tired some times of struggling with my self. I see in me this law that all that I don’t want to do, that I do. And that which I want to do, I don’t do. What a treacherous man I am! Who will rescue me from from this war that rages in my soul? Thank God that I can be free through Jesus Christ, my Lord. So with my mind I am serving this principle of Christ, but with my flesh I am serving this principle of sin. (See Romans 7:22-25 – my own paraphrase)
Once again, my victory over this arch enemy deep within lies in Scripture. Romans chapter 8, verses 5,13, 14, 26 & 32 seems to spell it out.
Verse 5 teaches me to set my mind on the things of the Spirit.
Verse 13 teaches me to put to death the actions of the sinful nature (the flesh).
Verse 14 commands me to follow the Spirit.
Verses 26 & 32 prompt me to pray for the victory.
Can it really be that simple? Yes, I think it can be. Has God’s will ever been hard to understand? The difficulty is in obeying these simple commands daily. This battle that I face every day is won by following these four commands. When I keep my mind on spiritual matters (the Word of God) through memorizing, meditating and mentioning (Psalm 119:11 & Joshua 1:8) it consistently, I have obeyed the first command. But I have only begun the battle. When I refuse to obey the desires of my sinful nature, I have gained another part of the victory.
Thirdly, I must follow the Spirit of God. “Follower” is a synonym with “disciple” from which we get the word discipline. We must discipline ourselves to follow the new law of the Spirit. Over 1000 commands are given in the new testament and by God’s grace, we are to follow them. Not as legalists trying to obtain God’s favor, but as children seeking to please Him who has made us accepted in the beloved. But, even this is futile if we fail to follow verses 26 & 32.
It is only when I add quality time before the throne of God, allowing the Spirit to pray through me in groanings that often cannot even be uttered, that I ensure I have done my part and have been victorious. Yes, and I know that I am victorious over this principle of sin because I am more than a conqueror through him that loved me and that predestined me to be conformed to the image of his Son. (Romans 8:30 & 37)
Praise God for the victory that I have over the villain inside me when I simply trust and obey the truths of His word! And I don’t even need to watch the TV show.
May 6, 2008
This is almost humerous but it rings true what with all the databases out there that have your information. the grocery store has those little VIP Store cards that if you use will allow you to save a percentage on you bill… at the cost of your purchase being added to their database about your buying habits. Not to mention credit card purchases, credit reports, bank statements, HMO records, dentist records, hospital records, military records, police records and the lists go on infinitely, everyday a new list, a new way to catalogue you and your habits. As you read this say hello to the guys and gals in Foggy bottom.
It is ironic that the very ones who pried open the lid of our Judicial system are the very ones who are now trying to nail it back on. The natural response to anarchy is totalitarian rule. So it is easy to see how we have gotten to this point from say… the Sixties and Seventies. Now, it’s hard to see how we can claim to be a democratic republic given we can only choose from only two parties which are running politicians whose image is more important than their character and substance. There are no more statesmen who hold the best interest of the nation above their own political ambitions. So, in order for the politicos to retain their power they have to have a victimized society which they can “care” for and pander to. This is the enevitable result…
Reporting live frome the Village, I’m Number 6.
…We’re run by the Pentagon, we’re run by Madison Avenue, we’re run by television, and as long as we accept those things and don’t revolt we’ll have to go along with the stream to the eventual avalanche… As long as we go out and buy stuff, we’re at their mercy. We’re at the mercy of the advertiser and of course there are certain things that we need, but a lot of the stuff that is bought is not needed… We all live in a little Village… Your village may be different from other people’s villages but we are all prisoners.” — Cult TV (UK): “An Interview with Patrick McGoohan”, conducted by Warner Troyer, March 1977
From The Prisoner
April 14, 2008
I Think About These Things…
The Mayan Long Count Calendar ends December 21, 2012. Why is this significant? I decided to research this event and found the following:
Is there something significant we should know about the Winter Solstice date of December 21, 2012? Yes. On this day a rare astronomical and Mayan mythical event occurs. In astronomic terms, the Sun conjuncts the intersection of the Milky Way and the plane of the ecliptic. The Milky Way, as most of us know, extends in a general north-south direction in the night sky. The plane of the ecliptic is the track the Sun, Moon, planets and stars appear to travel in the sky, from east to west. It intersects the Milky Way at a 60 degree angle near the constellation Sagittarius.
The cosmic cross formed by the intersecting Milky Way and plane of the ecliptic was called the Sacred Tree by the Maya. The trunk of the tree, the Axis Mundi, is the Milky Way, and the main branch intersecting the tree is the plane of the ecliptic. Mythically, at sunrise on December 21, 2012, the Sun – our Father – rises to conjoin the center of the Sacred Tree, the World Tree, the Tree of Life..
This rare astronomical event, foretold in the Mayan creation story of the Hero Twins, and calculated empirically by them, will happen for many of us in our lifetime. The Sun has not conjoined the Milky Way and the plane of the ecliptic since some 25,800 years ago, long before the Mayans arrived on the scene and long before their predecessors the Olmecs arrived. What does this mean?
Due to a phenomenon called the precession of the equinoxes, caused by the Earth’s wobble that lasts almost 26,000 years, the apparent location of the Winter Solstice sunrise has been ever so slowly moving toward the Galactic Center. Precession may be understood by watching a spinning top. Over many revolutions the top will rise and dip on its axis, not unlike how the Earth does over an extremely long period of time. One complete rise and dip constitutes the cycle of precession.
The Mayans noticed the relative slippage of the positions of stars in the night sky over long periods of observation, indicative of precession, and foretold this great coming attraction. By using an invention called the Long Count, the Mayans fast-forwarded to anchor December 21, 2012 as the end of their Great Cycle and then counted backwards to decide where the calendar would begin. Thus the Great Cycle we are currently in began on August 11, 3114 B.C. But there’s more.
The Great Cycle, lasting 1,872,000 days and equivalent to 5,125.36 years, is but one fifth of the Great Cycle, known scientifically as the Great Year or the Platonic Year – the length of the precession of the equinoxes. To use a metaphor from the modern industrial world, on Winter Solstice A.D. 2012 it is as if the Giant Odometer of Humanity on Earth hits 100,000 miles and all the cycles big and small turn over to begin anew. The present world age will end and a new world age will begin.
Over a year’s time the Sun transits through the twelve houses of the zodiac. Many of us know this by what “Sun sign” is associated with our birthday. Upping the scale to the Platonic Year – the 26,000 year long cycle – we are shifting, astrologically, from the Age of Pisces to the Age of Aquarius. The Mayan calendar does not really “end” in 2012, but rather, all the cycles turn over and start again, vibrating to a new era. It is as if humanity and the Earth will graduate in the eyes of the Father Sun and Grandmother Milky Way.
Ok, but it’s only 2008. What is happening closer to today? Let’s see, by law all analog broadcast television has to be digital by February 17, 2009. “On February 17, 2009 all full-power broadcast television stations in the United States will stop broadcasting on analog airwaves and begin broadcasting only in digital. Digital broadcasting will allow stations to offer improved picture and sound quality and additional channels“.
The countdown has begun. I wonder why February 17th was chosen? Maybe it has to do with Michael Jordan and Paris Hilton’s birthdays? Or Geronimo died on this date in 1909? The odds on favorite has to be, Pope Pious the VII declaring Saint Clare of Assisi the patron saint of television on that date in 1958?
Many have questioned why conversion to digital is necessary. According to www.dtv.gov congress decided dtv is necessary. (strike one: if congress thinks it’s a good thing hold on to your wallets.) The DTV booklet on their site such a move is necessary to free up limited bandwidth for public emergency services usage (or so the argument goes) and that is a good thing but they attached a glaring rider… “and new wireless services, such as wireless broadband.” 
So who benefits? I am not naïve enough to believe the government is doing this on my behalf, for my benefit. Why is Congress so Gung-Ho about the public viewing DTV and HD programming? That is another thing that has bugged me for years… why do they call it programming? And what do they mean by programming?
In an Image driven culture DTV and High Def will once again draw everyone’s attention back to focus on the altar of the entertainment gods. They were tired of their worshippers multi-tasking and wanted undivided attention . So will DTV make programming (however you define programming) easier?
So, what is the magic behind all this forced conversion? I was a radio technician in the Marine Corps and I understand a little about signaling so I’ll see if I can keep this very simple. The exact wording on this change concerns “full” power stations specifically for the February 17, 2009 change over. What this means is the full power “analog” station uses what they call the entire envelope for a given frequency. It takes tremendous power to drive such a signal so it is less efficient and more costly to provide such a signal. What the FCC is doing is telling the “full power stations that they need to broadcast digitally on only a portion of the frequency band. The full band of any given frequency has an upper portion (upper sideband) and a lower portion (lower sideband). The current analog signal uses both the upper and the lower portions, pushing the entire width to deliver the signal. What will now happen is the stations will use only a portion of that signal (usually lower) to deliver the signal. It will take less power to deliver the signal and it will “free up” the rest of the frequency for other uses. In turn it will allow the government to auction twice a$ many license$ for the $ame amount of frequencie$. (cha-ching!)
So why won’t your TV work if the station stays on it’s current frequency when it cuts over? Because your receiver will not be getting the entire signal it requires in order to process the picture and audio after the change over. This will require you to either buy a set top converter (cha-ching) or a new television (cha-ching, cha-ching).
I still wonder if there is some connection between a enhanced visual image and programming? If normal analog signal programming produced the couch potato… what will HD programming produce? If DTV will allow multicasting on the same frequency can HD imbed subliminal images and programming that will only be able to be detected in the subconscious? I’m not trying to be an X-files Mulder-ite here but I think about these things.
So what will 2012 bring? Will it bring the next phase of human evolution? When this once in 26 thousand years event takes place and the long count calendar is “reset,” will we find we are evolving to a higher plane of existence? If it is so then it scares me to think that the next evolution of man will be built on the foundation of our current condition. What will be the necessary agency that drives the change? What overwhelming need will ignite the spark for change? Will it be: Biological? Psychological? Spiritual? I don’t know since I don’t watch enough Oprah. But next year I can see it in HD. I digress.
Order cannot come from disorder, if there is no absolute standard where we can anchor ourselves morally we cannot hope for something better to arise from that which is already broken. Without a standard there is no difference between “is” and “ought” and each one is left to practice what works for them. Wait, we are already there aren’t we?
It’s 2008, the Mayan long count calendar ends in 2012. Charlie Manson will be eligible for parole in 2012.
I think about these things
March 31, 2008
Jesus loves porn stars! So heralds the cover of the controversial Bible (The Message version) being distributed by the guys over at Triple X Church. Triple X is an anti-porn website run by Mike Foster and Craig Gross, who also run the ministry Starving Jesus, and together authored the book, “Questions You Can’t Ask Your Mama About Sex”.
The flashy picture above is the actual cover of the Bible Foster and Gross are distributing. Distributing at Porn conventions, that is. The ministry of XXXChurch is to attend porn conventions which are frequented by the top names in pornography like Jenna Jameson and Ron Jeremy (who often participates in public debates with XXXChurch on porn). Does Jesus love porn stars? Here’s my controversial answer– No, He does not.
Modernly, “porn star” is simply a euphemism of a lifestyle, not a human being. It’s used, as best I can tell, exactly like “pimp” or “rock star” or “redneck” , words which no longer refer to an individual, but a particular lifestyle. Go to your local superstore, and you’ll find t-shirts (in the teen section by the way) with those titles screen printed on the front. I remember a girl with whom I went to high school wearing a t-shirt which simply said, “I’m a Porn Star,” in the same coloring and typeface as the Bible cover above. Who’s not seen the Rockstar brand energy drink, or heard a rap song about being a pimp or a country song about being a redneck? These titles don’t refer to people as individuals, but lifestyles. Contrariwise, I could say that Jesus loves homosexuals, because this currently still refers to individuals, not the lifestyle. Does Jesus love Ron Jeremy and Jenna Jameson? Absolutely! He also loves every single other individual involved in the pornography industry. However, He does not love porn stars, nor does He loves pimps, rock stars, or rednecks, as those words are used in modern vernacular to convey not the individual man, but his lifestyle; lifestyles often characterized by their committment to ignorance, promiscuity, drug use, and immorality on many fronts. Does Jesus love that? Of course not.
The message that Jesus loves porn stars, to modern individuals, does not convey the intended meaning, therefore, that Jesus loves the individual man, but that Jesus seems to have a special place in His heart for the porn star lifestyle. This is clearly seen in the ABC news video (below) where a female pornography actress says the Jesus Loves Porn Stars t-shirt is “awesome”. Finally, porn stars are justified, Jesus loves it, and if He does, what’s the problem?
Aside from the obscure message that Jesus loves porn stars, the XXXChurch website sells items which again are intended to deliver the message of Christ to individuals struggling with sex addiction. To encourage men to abstain from lust, cards are handed out that remind them (forgive me for typing this) “Don’t Spank that Monkey”, and the XXXChurch website sells Jesus pencil toppers, and Jesus bobble heads, called Jesus nodders.
Jesus loves you. Let’s remind modern men that they are just that- you, men, women, people, individual humans in God’s image. Jesus doesn’t love porn stars, but He loves every single human, despite their man made titles.
March 18, 2008
A Message from
To me this one is worth re-posting for WOTM.